dear kai,


your mail give a new hope that i'm a wanted person and not a unwanted one. friendly speaking i'm taking treatment from a psychiatrist for GAD (general anxitic disorder) under which he adviced me to avoid emotional peaks , which i certainly get by this kind of treatment (getting called hacker and boorest poster). thats why i decided to not to reply. any way its my own problem.

here living in a remote and undeveloped area of india i have very little resources to keep on. that is the reason of my frustrations. may be i was rude to the begginers, you are right,i'm heartly deep sorry for that.

more my english is self developed as i was a "HINDI" language medium student so it may have problems at times, i'll try to improve it.


i never faced such a problem before and this has been a nice place to be. i need every ones support to establish my self to tha same grade that of forum people.

thanks for your sympathatic reply , you have know idea how it helped me to come out of the syndrome i was under going since last two days.


abhishek