[qoute]Is life worth doing all this?
I mean all these efforts/pains/studies/whatever. The question comes to my mind every other day
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No, doesn't worth it.maybe i'm the only one who agrees with this conception !

I don't like this life that i'm living , why to do all these efforts when after all i'll be a big nothing (there are so many things to learn and there is no chance to even be an scientist in a single aspect of the science)?
OK , i learned how to use MCUs throught the 3 past years ,but only a single family MCS51 ,but after reading many articles on this forum i discovered that there was a magic how my crappy designs would have been worked ?! without even having a ground plane, suitable PCB trace width,Reset supervisor,... !
and there was my friends ,who when saw my projects and works(for a bright example ,my robots) ,say to me thats great you are an inventor ,you know manythings , they saw the full half of cup (i belive its far less than a quarter). there is far way more to learn for even designing a **** clock !
sometimes when i see ordinary people who live their life doing everything to earn money (mostly seen in third world countries),affording to eat and satisfy their animal needs and keep themselves in the dark away from learning science,i really get angry on myself ,why am i spending my life along these people ? do i have to live in their world (you know i really belive this world is something like the 'Matrix' movie !)
the only reason i don't End my life is i'm conserned what hapenns after to my parents and family ,who will be shocked heavily, and i think if i have to continue this life ,its better to spend my life in learning and nothing else , as i very rarely go for holidays and Piknik !

just my thoughs , my meaning of people in the entire message moslty refers to whome resist on learning a new thing and always like to stay in their dark world , so no offence .
Besr Regards :
Farshid J.H.